Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Been a rough few weeks....

Well the last few weeks have been kind of difficult, and I have to admit that I have not been the best at taking my meds or sticking to any kind of a diet. Somedays are better than others- it is not like I am overeating, sometimes I am not eating hardly anything at all, then I have had a few days that I wanted to eat tons of crap- didn't, just wanted to. I did binge and eat a handful of halloween candy the day after- but I have to say that I don't think it was to bad considering that is the first candy that I have really eaten in several months. I mean I have maybe had a small piece of chocolate in a great once in awhile, nothing like I used to...I really don't want any. I also had ice cream for the first time last week. You see the end of October was full of anniversaries- and not the good kind- October 19th should have been a due date, should have been on maternity leave....October 25th 2nd anniversary of our 1st loss....October 31st, helped with my first demise at work. Oh well, see the doctor next Monday, we will see what damage I did or didn't do.

1 comment:

bluehairedwoman said...

thank you for your comment on my blog! it's nice to be a part of the online blogging world and i see that you recently took that first step too. :-)

don't beat yourself up for being a little less strict over the past few weeks. this was a very hard month for you, as you said, and sometimes we have to grieve our losses (whatever they may be) in our own way. we stumble and fall sometimes, but most important is that we view it as just a temporary stumble and we don't let it take over our lives.

((hugs)) good to see you again! hope to see you around LP.