Thursday, December 31, 2009

A New Year

Well 2009 will be over in a few hours and a new decade will be starting. A lot has happened in the past few years- we tried to start our family, I had several nursing positions that I really enjoyed, we have lost 4 angels, I was placed on medical leave then long-term disability. A lot really has happened, some good, some bad- some of I wish that I could forget and other things that will be with me forever. I spent a week in a psych hospital and 2 years being off of work. I know that these are all just random thoughts but this has been my life since 2005. I am going to try to go back to work in a few months and hope that I can keep it together. We finally made it through a year without a loss and had our last 1 year anniversary- I hope. I still don't like the holidays and am glad that they are almost over- we will soon be taking the tree down and although it is pretty to see it still breaks my heart that we will never have any children physically with us. I hope that the coming year is better- it can't get much worse.

1 comment:

Shopgirl said...

Sara, I was so glad to see you on my blog. I have waited, knowing that you had things to get through.
My thought is to say you are special Sara. I want you to be happy, happy meaning to find your Joy. Life is not easy, we can face so many things over time. My prayer is that you find strength in what is behind.
I have lots of things to change in my little world. And I need a lot of support from friends and family to reach a healthy goal. For myself and for those who love me.
I Love you Sara, Make this the year you find Sara!
All the love and best wishes in this new year!