Thursday, January 24, 2008
Saw the new doc today- changing lots of meds. Found out that the ataxia in my hands is something that I am going to have to live with- not cool- but it is a choice between that or headaches- right now I am choosing the ataxia. Not sure how my clinical supervisor is going to feel about that or my coworkers for that matter will agree with that- but I am the one who has to live with it not them. Yes they are effected by my decision- as I can't go on deliveries with the lack of sensation in my hands- but at least I am at work with no headaches. Not a great trade off- but one that is going to have to do- so we'll see if it is acceptable for them, if not I guess I will be looking elsewhere for a job sooner than I had expected to be doing so.